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Friday, November 28, 2008
Okie I made the cake..now waiting for the time to send the cake down to her hse later..hopefully later everything turns out fine for me..plss..thou she told me the ans already..I juz want to finish wad I had planned earlier for her bday..
I dunno whether is she avoiding me now, thou we had dinner on wed..but from what I saw..she does seemed to be avoiding me now..by not chatting with me that much now no matter on skype or msn..and trying not to meet me that often now also...
Deep in my heart, I have some qns which I would not have the ans unless I asked her..
Whether I should ask her..i dunno..I dun wan her to avoid me even more..
I really hope things will better in time and we can go back juz like old times....
+ [ Zhihao ] Waiting for u Friday, November 28, 2008
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
She finally told me the ans..as expected when she told me she got sthing to tell me..
As I always sae..nothing good will happened to me..its really true..asolutely nothing..
+ [ Zhihao ] Waiting for u Sunday, November 16, 2008
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
She's really different from last time...really dunno what's happening..Although last time she also did not reply to some messages but I think now is more frequent..She juz dun reply at all sometimes..which I think that the messages I sent required at least a reply..-.-
Maybe Im paranoid, but it did seemed that it was different from last time.
Juz now as usual, she did not reply back, though the message did not seemed necessary to reply..BUT I expected it..if it was last time, I think she would have at least replied once. Haiz
So I called her when Im on the way back. Still quite ok, chatted quite abit..but mostly on her work stuffs, she kept blabbering the complains and frustrations during her work. To me, as long I can hear her voice and I can be the one who can listen to her complains. I am quite contented..But still dun understand her change of behaviour..
I have asked to accompany me down to collect my watch, she did not reject me and asked me when..From this, I dun think she's avoiding me ba..If not she could have just rejected with a simple excuse..
I have so wanted to ask her whether she had received my message..but duno how to put it across her. Never mind, hopefully things get better..
Emily was saying that bad luck had been falling onto people born in the year of rat. To be actual, nothing good has been happening to me, it's all unlucky stuffs..-.-
I always cant get what I am pursuing. regardless of love and money, not even abit of it.
Please prove me wrong!!! Show me some good signs plsss plsss plsssss...
+ [ Zhihao ] Waiting for u Thursday, November 13, 2008
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Friday, November 07, 2008
Somehow I feel that she has been quite cold to me since she came back from Japan, maybe she's really tired ba and I've been thinking too much. If she's really want to avoid me, why would she msg me all the way from Japan?hmmm
A colleague told me that if you leave a deep impression to a gal whether is it good or bad, it doesnt matter as long the impression is deep enough for her to remember you. There is always a common scenario that loggerheads always end up together. This maybe explains why, because both leave an impression on each other, and maybe unknowingly they fell for each other when they realised there are actually good points in them.
Asking myself whether have I leave any deep impression to her? Thought for awhile, I think I did not leave any except for the most common loss of directions. This is the weak point of me and I am always trying to make up for it. Or maybe I should not and use this weak point of mine to my advantage?Whenever she thought of directions, she will think back of me.
After some thoughts, I think is true, if everything was so perfect, she wont think much of it and would not remember what you had done.
Hopefully I will get to see her tml ba.
+ [ Zhihao ] Waiting for u Friday, November 07, 2008